I've gone through alot?
In the past two years alone, I've seen this much change in my own life.

1st day - Accepting Christ (:P), inside Central North A1, Bernard as shepherd!
1 week - Holy Spirit Baptism
1 1/2 months - Joined Core team of Central North A
2 months (First camp: First Frontier) - Central North combined with Central, moved to Central A1.
5 months - Water Baptism (David)
8 months (Second camp: X29) - Plucked out from CA1, moved to CA3 with Bernard, combined with some Central E (Mingquan, etc.) people.
1 year 2 months (Third camp: Oasis) - Finally became a shepherd. (PeiDa)
1 year 4 months - First missions trip (Kuching).
1 year 7 months - Joined Brandon's PCL team.
1 year 8 months (Fourth camp: HEROES) - Seen PeiDa become a shepherd. (Elijah) Brandon leaving CA to CB and Joanne leading CA.
1 year 10 months - CA3 split up. I moved to CA2 with the group.
2 years - Joined Central CL team, changed shepherd (2 years exactly!) to Zachary.
2 years 1 month - Bernard and Joanne moved on to Tertiary.
2 years 2 months (Fifth camp: Unstoppable) - Joined Shirls' CL team, Zachary taking over CANE (as a unit), from CA2 became CANE3.

And here I am, 2 years and 2 months into my spiritual life. So many changes. Time flies... Very fast. Last I remembered, I was a Sec 1 wearing short pants coming to church with a mushroom-styled hair and a flash later I'm in Sec 3 wearing long pants and actually knowing what's style.

I am so amazed at how God works. I never understand why I can last through in Maris Stella for so long (you catch my point). Every single thing falls into His Plan. No matter how weird or hard the change is to accept, I guess at the end of the day, He has His reasons for doing such.

God, I need to go back to my basics again. The reason why I raised my hand to start running that day. The reason why I'm running now. And the reason why I'm going to run for the rest of my life.

Without it, I won't find meaning and purpose.
Life would turn in the other direction.
I'd no longer look to you.
I'd give up.

And thus, I thank You for always reminding me of the reason.

Everyone has their own reason.
When you find yours, you'll understand the true meaning of what it means to have a reason that can last you all the way.

God, this reason will stay with me for all the days of my life.

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